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i really do mean to talk to everyone.. . because they make me so happy when they talk to me.
i plan to, & i think of exactly what i'm going to say,
but then i don't say it!
why why why?

i dreamt about my piercing.
the ball fell off the stud into my mouth,
& whilst fishing around for it in there
[wet cave] i pulled out several
strips of pink rotton flesh..
along with the ball & the stud.