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captured girl song:

i wonder if i'm bad enough
sick enough
i wonder if i'm evil
sometimes i think i am
i wonder if i'm evil enough
to show myself i'm not

what's the worst thing
anyone could do?

naked and strapped to the wall
by her wrists and ankles,
a grotesque X
with a porcelain ping pong ball head
hanging limply from a boneless neck.

blood dribbled still from
welted cuts and carvings,
random patterns
smiled with red, red lips
from her grey-tinged skin.
i had only just begun.

the worst thing i could do
i'm sorry
hey, that's not an apology
lies between the lines