basement quashed

I think no one is ever continuous whole, or whole-hearted. I think it's possible, but not in a way that is permanent - life is too abrupt for that. I think the process of internal struggle that gets us to that point is why we need to, every so often, hear something inspirational that can change our mind about ourselves. Not so that we feel less, but instead to see ourselves as not just living in a reactionary manner to life, to see all that we could be, so we can act in a more conscientious way to make ourselves feel more.

Or some shit. I don't know, I'm pretty hungry so I'm a bit distracted.