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if i only had days to live
would i be perfect then?

would that make me--
would i become--

how could i have days to live
and not be perfect then?

would i forgive everyone
finish everything
would i have compassion for everyone
have passion for everything

*.*.*

lies between the lines
my smiles fit perfectly
my eyes are sliding fine
from side to side
my mind fuzzes nightly
when i die

*.*.*

may you live in interesting times

*.*.*

it's easy to not do anything, but even now, i find i have to sprint just to stay where i am.