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when i was coming to america i ended up not bringing my cat
because america is a rabies country
and i thought i wouldn't allowed to bring him back home
when i left again

i never thought i'd be in america this long
15 months & counting

then when i learnt that i could've taken him back home
after being in america
i looked into having him brought here on a plane
but ended up not
because i didn't want to put him through the checkups
& caging &
the flight itself &
the quaranteening &
having to stay inside this little apartment once he was here because
we live in a city

& now he's dead