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the sound of my sore and
horrible voice
filling a thousand slots

all the things i see
i'm going to have to really see
one day/some day

other than that
i'm a happy grass hop

my computer had slept & not woken
now reformatted, a pure and clean robot
but empty and so mUch lost
*weep

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[(Anonymous)]

hey :) glad you're back,, I wasn't worried.. honest

,, I have such a pathetic existence.. well still, and I guess it's neither worse nor better..

it's possible to learn 10 new things every day, probably even more.. I wonder how many things there are_ do you know?

i instantly forget what I look like when I walk away from mirrors, so i'm trying to look more thoroughly,, and put an image in my head

of all the people around here that i've had contact, with none have i made a real connection.. ,, but i do like the dogs on this planet
a lot went down earlier today,, I saw for the first time, a doe leaking from the neck, and Gordon was drinking on the every other week-end he has his kids, and they looked smaller, to me anyhow,
and most important,, Bill was really upset with me.. directly after exchanging oven baked words with a drunk Gordon who would soon drive away, kids inside, and the doe unstrapped on top....
he said, Bill did..
he was mad because i don't care.. that was his complaint_ and it is true, it's something that bothers me about me.. I mean i.. i'm not even acknowledging christmas.. and I don't know why__ I tell myself that what I'm working on is all consuming and all that matters, but it means nothing if it means everything, coz there's every-one/thing else besides it,,,,, so I do want to be friendly with Gordon, and Amber, and Brandon, and Heidi, and Rosy, and Chevy, and Aunt Val, and Dana, and Peter, and Bill, and Tony, and Ken, and even Adam and Chrissie, but I'm just not_______ i'm not friendly, not that i'm unfriendly, just never a happy grass hop.. i'm writing too much, coz i'm tired.. happy for minutes.. sure . . ... oh quiet.


i'm glad you're returned

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