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[overocea]

things only seem to go wrong all the time
because i think:
things go wrong all the time.

as i sit silently & think exactly that,
i get mad at *him when he says
things go wrong all the time!

anger may accomplish things
i'm sure it does
but i'm growing to hate it.
not because it's negative & the things it inhibits may override the things it accomplishes,
but because when i get mad
[i do, though i don't like to admit it],
i sit silently & scream things over
& over
in my mind wishing
i could say them aloud.
but i can't.

i can only talk fine in my mind.

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anger

[amievil.livejournal.com]

 i guess i look at it like ..if some creep is sneaking around our bushes with a book of matches set on burning the house down, i'm going to go outside and stop it ..even if i get burned.
 i think anger is about as honest an emotion as love and to try and bury it does about as much damage as vowing never to speak or have sex ..and the residue left behind sort of sucks sometimes yeah, but in the right dosage it does accomplish something. where as complete silence.. it's the same thing isn't it? it just depends.........'is the glass half empty or is it half full?'
 i think it would depend on whether you poured it that way or you had already drank out of it, myself. (:
 i need to find a new mp3 encoder. nite ;)