lovewithout

[overocea]

if everything I see & hear is fuzzy I think it's safe to assume that everyone sees & hears me fuzzy.
but I don't know why everyone sees me as this fragile little thing they need to be careful around
my hand won't shatter if you grab it, my heart won't break if you frown at me
& i'm not even sick today.

people say the things I take pictures of are sillie.


people.

just because i'm not doing anything doesn't mean i'm not terribly busy!
just because i'm not smiling doesn't mean i'm!! sad!
if my door is shut & locked & I don't answer when you knock ten times in a row it means I don't want you!

gosh! not good at living with people. school doesn't start for another two months.
i'm thinking of moving to Spain. I could get citizenship anywhere in Europe easy peasy. is Spain nice?

Comments

[lutin.livejournal.com]

i like your pictures.

[lutin.livejournal.com]

& the way that you dress reminds me of amelie.

(agoodthing)

[basement.livejournal.com]

a good thing! amelie is a patootie. yay!

[zab.livejournal.com]

I love that picture. It's gorgeous.

[recrea33.livejournal.com]

streuth! bottle shop's closed!

[steppingstones.livejournal.com]

*whisper* i'm back and happy christmas to you too! i now have you hanging on my cork board. *stop whispering*

your pictures are unbelievably...i'm a little jealous so i'm not sure how to end that. :)

i had a dream last night that someone was beating me up and it made me happy. i'm not sure i would've been so happy had someone actually been beating me up. my only worry in the dream was my mum's reaction to the blood on my clothes. because she seems to react to everything.

i have a fantasy. it's to disappear. i wish i hated people, then i wouldn't have a problem disappearing at all. then i'd think, let them worry. where are you in thin air?

[basement.livejournal.com]

i have the same fantasie! to disappear from here & reappear somewhere else, & the only one who knows it is me.

that isn't freedom, though. mmm. sure it is.

you don't spell mumm! do you? *paints eyeballs on your eyelids*
welcome back! missed you! even though I talked to you already.

cowboy killer

[glasswar.livejournal.com]

spain is quite nice-

has the southern european laid-backness, beautiful weather. highly reccomend bilbao, one of the oft-overlooked spanish cities, very modern, home to the coolest googenheim of them all and a beautiful underground. also is reasonably close to the coast and plus, its not in the states.

currently awaiting my eu passport (italia) then i will be one step closer to being over there too, but i may stop in nyc for some time on the way

Re: cowboy killer

[(Anonymous)]

quite.

*phleGm*

Re: cowboy killer

[(Anonymous)]

(don't mind the oil slick.)