shut my eyes

[overocea]

I do stupid things like call people "my darling dear" and constantly flatter & profess my adoration for them, not realising that they can't know I do the same with everyone, that they think i'm giving them special attention & must want to have their babies. the fact is, the people I would actually weep miserably for if they were to die I don't really do those things with. someone said that makes me shallow.

what do I care what someone said?

Comments

wants to say something you'll care about later

[longshotlove.livejournal.com]

it's very early in the morning.

the reason i am talking at your brain is because only certainthings matter to me. one of those things is randomness. the other is raw pulsating naked soul of thesort that only one percent of people do NOT sneer at and say 'yuck, to cheezy and sincere to be real.'

and of course i want you to remember i wrote this, i want to be the one thing that happened in your twentyfour hours of a day that was really worth remembering days in thefuture, if for no other reason that i am oozing art from all pores and have run out of reasons to be jealous of others; i take joyful feeling when others can acieve, conceieve and create. so i am that mental sort of way. i am me, and you are you, so that is how this subconscious random mental monologue came from your livejournal into your brain. who cares who deosn't like it: there is a campaign to make sure everone in the world doesn't REALLY like each other, just a sort of noddng whatrever, get this boring life thing over with so we can all shrink to the size of germs and be born again out of zygotes. but i am an angel of flesh and stink: i have stuff to do. did i surpise you jesus?
and don;t rite me back and tell me you aren't jesus bbeccause almost every one is.

[teenhearthrob.livejournal.com]

i was trying to find someone on my friends list to make my journal neat
so i was asking some kids what the best journals they knew of were and i was told of yours
id just like to say that you have by far the most amazing journa ive ever seen its almost overwhelming

[basement.livejournal.com]

I wonder why this entry gets such good comments?
& thanxxx, you lovelie thing, my day is hereby made.

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[teenhearthrob.livejournal.com]

no problem man
why is it that every australian girl ive ever talked to is soo pleasant i love it

[nudetulip.livejournal.com]

it makes you a lovable person. maybe that was your secret intentions?