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[overocea]

am I predictable? lol

I was half asleep & reasonably sure it was 100% dream, because it just doesn't seem something I would say:
the longer i'm not touched, the more my flesh shrivels and burns, blackening ash and blows away, until someone finally does and my droughted skin absorbs them, grows flesher and blooded, so that they are the one shrivelling black ash and glittering away.

& I should've been studying, but since I knew every answer I consider this magic:

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

funny.. i used to look just like that. a little less cartoony though. but i was just a pen scratch back then. if i stick a pin in it will it pop?

[(Anonymous)]

crazy bitch.

woo
hoo

.

[(Anonymous)]

what a lovely toy
i've found.


i feel like i'm inside a little box..
like Thing from the addams family.

sweet creepy jesus in the clay
you fuckin STINK!

*muAH*

[(Anonymous)]

you know.. maybe you're more of a lesbian
than a sea captain. do you even know to tie
a knot? i don't remember ever seeing you tie
your shoes.

oh ho hooooooooooooooo i'm so close to jumping
in front of that train. i'll just follow you
around too. i bet i can cause way more damage
than Lena ever could.

[(Anonymous)]

you may never see me but i'd be there.
fucking ghost. just like her.
for anyone who ever knew me.

what a shitty thing to do to someone huh?

[(Anonymous)]

it's almost like murder, huh?

kill a little piece of someone's soul?

i've SEEN ghosts though, jess. stone cold sober.

i wonder if you'd see me.

[(Anonymous)]

woooOOOOOOOoooooooo.

[(Anonymous)]

see because you don't remember the ice cream
with the little white chocolate cows.. but i do.

i live with it every day.

and i wouldn't ever abandon you to that
not for freaking out on some dirty speed
and hurting me a little bit.. most of which
was accidental anyway.

and then steal from you.
never ever would i do that to someone.

it's worse than what i did to you.

and you're never going to rest over that.
not for the rest of your life.

you've been arrested.

[elsabet.livejournal.com]

I love that!!! And I love you!!!!

[(Anonymous)]

she doesn't love you.

i loved you.
(and you've never felt like that since.)

*night*

[(Anonymous)]

send me the papers
and i'll stop.

send them with peaches and fucking lilacs.

[(Anonymous)]

wooooOOOOOOOOOoooooo.

[algebra.livejournal.com]

[eyes go wide][

[(Anonymous)]

sad aaaaall the time now, aren't you..

i bet if you could just erase it and go back to the the day i met you at the airport you would just stop everything and give it one last whirl to see if maybe this time we'd know better about certain things ..it was so much. seems unreachable now.
to ever feel that way again about somebody.

kim's house even. i'd say fuck the bar and let's just get on the bus. i bet you would too.

i don't know how a person how could hold such a grudge in their heart all the time. that's what it is with you. a grudge.

not even at anyone in particular. just a
fucking grudge. haven't you ever known anybody
who's went apeshit on drugs before?

burn in hell. if i don't stop missing you
i probably will jump. i was close once before.
and this is why people do things like that
isn't it.

wow. you and your broken heart.
pins and fucking needles.

[(Anonymous)]

and then i think.. if she's so lame
to leave after all that sunshine, despite
the little shit that happens with your
own parents from time to time..

if she's that fucking lame ..to leave you
in a hospital... whacked out on drugs
steal from you.. not even have the decency to
see if you were okay or give you the chance
to straighten out..

not one letter.

i think to myself,
that's one cold-hearted bitch, there.

and i go back to sleep.
and dream of dying.

[(Anonymous)]

i'm being ..pretty honest, here.

i think if you got the divorce thing
together and let me know about it one
way or the other...i might
be able to forget you.

i may have seriously fucked up
..but i didn't deserve that. so i don't
feel guilty for it. and i want you to
fucking fry for ditching me like that.
you're fucking inhuman.

but i still love you somewhere in here too.

and i want it to end. before i do.

[(Anonymous)]

i'd trade my whole life for just one more day.

a chance to prove to it was all a mistake..
die right in your arms.

my whole life.

[(Anonymous)]

i KNOW you're fucking sad because you
just stuff me in the attic with the rest
of your ghosts.. the same ones you drug
along with you back here so it's even
worse now, isn't? damn you.

how could you not have noticed my brains
were frying?

couldn't even suggest it
to me...god, jess.

i wish the whole world would die.

[(Anonymous)]

woooOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo.

[(Anonymous)]

you know.. if you follow the zenny thing
that everything is a part of the one and
vice versa.. that would make god slightly
retarded.

[(Anonymous)]

and you a full-on basket case.

[maloin.livejournal.com]

thats a neat image, ms.

[(Anonymous)]

woooooOOOOOOOOOoooooooo.

[another-ache.livejournal.com]

::doe-eyed&inspired::

[(Anonymous)]

i miss you bubba gum.

[(Anonymous)]

and then there's people who have pets.

[(Anonymous)]

i was going to say something mean.

i'll just say something.

there i said it.

wooOOOOOooooOOOOOoooo.

[(Anonymous)]

i figured out what it is though..
there's too many "Witchcraft" witches running around.

[(Anonymous)]

cause none of that shit really works.

[nudetulip.livejournal.com]

wow, that picture is breath taking.

[aluminumdreams.livejournal.com]

oh my.