realise

[overocea]

realised by constant wishes: i am completely unsatisfied with my mind.

i'd like to write about things without it turning out to be an unintelligable formless string of misdirected, garbled nonsense. i'd like to write about happenings, most-lie the superficial events of my day. i'd like to have the patience, minus contempt, for something such as ..that.

i'd like to be content! & to actually know and not just know that no one can be better than anyone.

and to be interested, to have opinions. i signed up for epinions.com today before i remembered that i've not an opinion at all, really. not one strong enough to actually be acknowledged as an opinion.

nor a hate, belief, ambition.
dissatisfaction + complaining = nausea.

Comments

Not all that is cracked up to be

[fachism.livejournal.com]

So it sounds like you want to be a cheerleader. They are interested and they also have the superficialness you are longing.

enchanted forest

[basement.livejournal.com]

if everyone is some kind of me & the worlde is some kind of mine,
which no one can convince me is not truth,

i don't(-can't&won't) see why anyone would not want to be a stereotype. surely they are the ultimate reality.