atheist and laughing about it

[overocea]

you know how your time, today, is so precious to you you don't want to waste it, don't know how to spend it, it's like coins dripping from your hand
rush around your own head; flip and switch, no, nothing is worth it
  thinking, thinking

I've obviously accomplished nothing, today,

beyond work. A group reflection session, in which we had to talk about a call that had gone terribly, or terribly well. How did it make us feel, what would we have done differently, "what about you, Jessicah, what would you have done?" to ensure you weren't really staring completely vacantly at the concentric circled pattern, faintly raised, textured, on the close, closing walls.
"I don't know any of you, your sympathetic lip-stretchings or uncertain eye-narrowings."

I don't think any one tells the truth at any time. Go to work, go out on weekends, invest in term deposits, pay off loans, cut up vegetables, give way to the right, keep yearly dentist appointments, find pleasure in your collection, produce, consume, oblige, fuck.

TIME.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

and you're not fake, right? like no one is fake, because when they tell the truth and when they tell a lie it's really all a part of themselves.

I KNOW YOUR stories. excuses.

[basement.livejournal.com]

omg Anonymous. you're like, my FAVOURITE AUTHOR EVAR CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPHhhhhhh?!

[playdoe-man.livejournal.com]

I love people leaving snide remarks anonymously almost as I like being asked….”so what would you do?”, “what do you think?” questions in a circle (Que standard text book remark). Do people tell the truth…not often, about as much as people who asking the question really wants to know the answer. I am going to sound glib but truth = trust…trust = a relationship and the relationship has to have meaning before the truth is told. When you are alone and cold and afraid and reaching out, truth will be told to the hand that holds and the ear that patiently listens…it’s a rare thing. *sigh*…to live without having to deal with the normal, the blind and the self important walking comatose!

[basement.livejournal.com]

the enter key.

USE IT.

[playdoe-man.livejournal.com]

For you....no