overocea: (overdone)
[personal profile] overocea
can you imagine being so angry as to actually scream?
or even raise your voice!

i wish i could say "it's not fair!"
that i could believe in bonsai kitten & be outraged
& that i could throw red paint on scared young ladies exiting the abortion clinic
oh i wish that buying tampons would shame me &
using them would disgust me
that my mental anguish would be so bad i would cut myself to feel something real
& i wish i was so desperate for control of some aspect of my life that i'd starve myself
maybe that'd i'd blush on hearing the word "sex" &
censor the "God" out of all my "goddamn"s
i wish i'd wear the shoes everyone else is wearing

faced with torture.. i would confess
sometimes i'm not sure how i mean things when i say them

Date: 2001-09-20 11:46 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I wish I could confess.

mmhmmm..

Date: 2001-09-21 01:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basement.livejournal.com
if you're asking to confess to me:
no.

February 2017

S M T W T F S
   1234
567891011
1213 1415161718
19202122232425
262728    

Most Popular Tags

Page Summary

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jul. 11th, 2025 03:09 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios