who'm I fooling
Jul. 16th, 2003 11:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
throw stones all over the place lest they be thrown first at you!
reading the diary of a girl with a broken back hasn't made me feel any better.
I conceive every day!
when I am sad it feels like my heart is shivering. or maybe my lungs. something in my chest really shivers. i'm not being poetic. I HAVE A SAD, SHIVERING THING IN ME. I can only mention it because I am not presently sad.
you can spend money and life
money and life
money is an improved life
if you could buy life I wonder which would be more valuable
not that money exists without life
one life, a million lives
ph. nothing could take up more space than a million lives, or one
I think I need a second moon to pull me into line
I think I have overdo(s/z)ed on a boy, and now he follows me everywhere and I dreamt he left me. it makes me feel starving and I don't like it.
i'll drink the water. I apologise for my last entry.
reading the diary of a girl with a broken back hasn't made me feel any better.
I conceive every day!
when I am sad it feels like my heart is shivering. or maybe my lungs. something in my chest really shivers. i'm not being poetic. I HAVE A SAD, SHIVERING THING IN ME. I can only mention it because I am not presently sad.
you can spend money and life
money and life
money is an improved life
if you could buy life I wonder which would be more valuable
not that money exists without life
one life, a million lives
ph. nothing could take up more space than a million lives, or one
I think I need a second moon to pull me into line
I think I have overdo(s/z)ed on a boy, and now he follows me everywhere and I dreamt he left me. it makes me feel starving and I don't like it.
i'll drink the water. I apologise for my last entry.
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Date: 2003-07-16 08:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-16 08:35 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-07-16 08:51 am (UTC)it's all about the devil and i've learned to hate him so
she said he causes trouble when you let him in the room
he will never ever leave you if your heart is filled with gloom
so let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
smilers never lose
and frowners never win
so let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
open up your heart and let the sun shine in
when you are unhappy the devil wears a grin
but oh he starts to running when the light comes pouring in
I know he'll be unhappy 'cause I'll never wear a frown
maybe if we keep on smiling he'll get tired of hanging 'round
if I forget to say my prayers the devil jumps with glee
but he feels so awful awful when he sees me on my knees
so if you're full of trouble and you never seem to win
just open up your heart and let the sun shine in
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Date: 2003-07-16 09:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-16 09:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-16 05:20 pm (UTC)Anyway, your journal seems really neat, so I'm adding you as a friend. Hope that's ok.
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Date: 2003-07-16 06:19 pm (UTC)anyone who wanted to enter something other than sky i'm delirious to also add.
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Date: 2003-07-17 12:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-19 12:40 pm (UTC)i got a random journal.
i loved their journal so i looked at their friends.
i came to you.
your mind speaks the words i wish i could say.
you are added as a friend.
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Date: 2003-07-20 10:39 am (UTC)from between my teeth and twirling
it around my finger and happened to
catch a glance of myself in the monitor.
my ears point out at 45 degree
angles and are slightly pointed
on the ends.
i'm as bald as a baby pig.
i started laughing hysterically.
and decided to write about it
and it's not funny anymore.
fucking wrists hurt.
you disgust me.
so, when's the divorce, wicth?
multi-tasking fuckin ho.
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Date: 2003-07-23 12:19 am (UTC)