who'm I fooling

[overocea]

throw stones all over the place lest they be thrown first at you!

reading the diary of a girl with a broken back hasn't made me feel any better.
I conceive every day!
when I am sad it feels like my heart is shivering. or maybe my lungs. something in my chest really shivers. i'm not being poetic. I HAVE A SAD, SHIVERING THING IN ME. I can only mention it because I am not presently sad.

you can spend money and life
money and life

money is an improved life
if you could buy life I wonder which would be more valuable
not that money exists without life

one life, a million lives
ph. nothing could take up more space than a million lives, or one

I think I need a second moon to pull me into line

I think I have overdo(s/z)ed on a boy, and now he follows me everywhere and I dreamt he left me. it makes me feel starving and I don't like it.
i'll drink the water. I apologise for my last entry.

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[basement.livejournal.com]

my dear, my dear:

	                Then all the charm
	Is broken -- all that phantom-world so fair
	Vanishes, and a thousand circlets spread,
	And each mis-shape the other. Stay awile,
	Poor youth! who scarcely dar'st lift up thine eyes--
	The stream will soon renew its smoothness, soon
	The visions will return! And lo, he stays,
	And soon the fragments dim of lovely forms
	Come trembling back, unite, and now once more
	The pool becomes a mirror.

You will be happy.

[basement.livejournal.com]

I Am happy, you stupid twit!

[basement.livejournal.com]

mommie told me something a little kid should know
it's all about the devil and i've learned to hate him so
she said he causes trouble when you let him in the room
he will never ever leave you if your heart is filled with gloom

so let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
smilers never lose
and frowners never win
so let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
open up your heart and let the sun shine in

when you are unhappy the devil wears a grin
but oh he starts to running when the light comes pouring in
I know he'll be unhappy 'cause I'll never wear a frown
maybe if we keep on smiling he'll get tired of hanging 'round

if I forget to say my prayers the devil jumps with glee
but he feels so awful awful when he sees me on my knees
so if you're full of trouble and you never seem to win
just open up your heart and let the sun shine in

[basement.livejournal.com]

we'll save energy if we stick together

[basement.livejournal.com]

by the way? my email is still down. i'm going to bed. I love you because I love me because I love you because I love me because I love you because I love me because I love you because