if only i'd one

[overocea]

I have moved too Brisbane and Griffith University. in one week I will dissect a human brain. tooday is my mother's birthday.

my 2004 calendar is woeful! i've nothing too say for months.

one year ago: I can't help it, i'm a dread-head;
two years ago: anymore my brain's gone tough
three years ago: i'm talking to the aliens in my brain.
four years ago: behead the twelve white roses in the garden.

1. if I could fly I could fall from unimaginable height.
2. I need as many lungs as a tree needs leaves.
3. if i'd been born blind i'd think everyone was lying.
4. oh i wish, I wish I could have a nightmare. desperate but unsuccessful attempts at running, screaming but nothing comes out! it's right behind me, it's sucking me in, I know it's there but I can't see it, I can't move!
5. I retract everything i've ever said.
6. well, you can say whatever you like, as long as you touch me every ten minutes or so, or not object if I touch you every two!
7. how do you know sound exists?
8. too many people live in their mouths. but! everyone has a whole LIFE!
9. it's ok, I don't mind, if you want, it's up to you (antipathy, boredom, contempt, disdain).
10. listen, if you could just
pull up, plug up, overflow, undergo, go.
i'll pretend I never was until I never am.

just don't bother,
and don't bother me.

now is time to look away:

Comments

i was attacked by a hive yellowjackets as a kid and now...

[imcrackinskulls.livejournal.com]

...all bees scare me.

[residuum.livejournal.com]

i think the same of number 3.
<3

[ghostlight.livejournal.com]

I've been reading about the South American bee-god and I had a brief fascination with the idea of raising South-American bees that I can't recall the scientific name for off the top of my head.

They have no stinger.

[verbal-tar.livejournal.com]

What's this avatar from?

[ghostlight.livejournal.com]

It could be almost any one of Hertzfeldt's works, but given that only Rejected seems to have Internet 'cult' status I'd wager that particular one.


Mine is from Transmetropolitan (http://www.transmetropolitan.com).

[nudetulip.livejournal.com]

3. if i'd been born blind i'd think everyone was lying.

i adore that statement.

[tatonnement.livejournal.com]

gorgeous. journal + writing and everything
i added you +bee-friend bzz

Your Page

[scrodem-odem.livejournal.com]

Your Page fascinates me. The layout is intriguing and your form of writing is thought provoking. I enjoyed your list and the bee.

[exlibris.livejournal.com]

oh wait! you mean theres now just one more interesting being in that dreadful place. one more reason to complain why oh why am i not returning home this summer.
i have befriended you, also. we have wonderful friends of in common. i think thats safe enough.

what is griffith like? i did consider there, before coming here, so i am curious!
i wonder if we know anyone in common...

[basement.livejournal.com]

well where's the here you dared prefer over my here?

griffith is obscenely good-natured; drifting about regarding everything/one as foreign objects just doesn't work in a world of friendly grins and unusually genuine "how are you?"s, much to my fake-dismay.

I bee'd you back, yay!

[exlibris.livejournal.com]

(victoria, nz.)