if only i'd one
Mar. 11th, 2004 08:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
overoceaI have moved too Brisbane and Griffith University. in one week I will dissect a human brain. tooday is my mother's birthday.
my 2004 calendar is woeful! i've nothing too say for months.
one year ago: I can't help it, i'm a dread-head;
two years ago: anymore my brain's gone tough
three years ago: i'm talking to the aliens in my brain.
four years ago: behead the twelve white roses in the garden.
1. if I could fly I could fall from unimaginable height.
2. I need as many lungs as a tree needs leaves.
3. if i'd been born blind i'd think everyone was lying.
4. oh i wish, I wish I could have a nightmare. desperate but unsuccessful attempts at running, screaming but nothing comes out! it's right behind me, it's sucking me in, I know it's there but I can't see it, I can't move!
5. I retract everything i've ever said.
6. well, you can say whatever you like, as long as you touch me every ten minutes or so, or not object if I touch you every two!
7. how do you know sound exists?
8. too many people live in their mouths. but! everyone has a whole LIFE!
9. it's ok, I don't mind, if you want, it's up to you (antipathy, boredom, contempt, disdain).
10. listen, if you could just
pull up, plug up, overflow, undergo, go.
i'll pretend I never was until I never am.
just don't bother,
and don't bother me.
now is time to look away:
my 2004 calendar is woeful! i've nothing too say for months.
one year ago: I can't help it, i'm a dread-head;
two years ago: anymore my brain's gone tough
three years ago: i'm talking to the aliens in my brain.
four years ago: behead the twelve white roses in the garden.
1. if I could fly I could fall from unimaginable height.
2. I need as many lungs as a tree needs leaves.
3. if i'd been born blind i'd think everyone was lying.
4. oh i wish, I wish I could have a nightmare. desperate but unsuccessful attempts at running, screaming but nothing comes out! it's right behind me, it's sucking me in, I know it's there but I can't see it, I can't move!
5. I retract everything i've ever said.
6. well, you can say whatever you like, as long as you touch me every ten minutes or so, or not object if I touch you every two!
7. how do you know sound exists?
8. too many people live in their mouths. but! everyone has a whole LIFE!
9. it's ok, I don't mind, if you want, it's up to you (antipathy, boredom, contempt, disdain).
10. listen, if you could just
pull up, plug up, overflow, undergo, go.
i'll pretend I never was until I never am.
just don't bother,
and don't bother me.
now is time to look away:
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Date: 2004-10-28 11:03 pm (UTC)i have befriended you, also. we have wonderful friends of in common. i think thats safe enough.
what is griffith like? i did consider there, before coming here, so i am curious!
i wonder if we know anyone in common...
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Date: 2004-10-30 05:48 am (UTC)griffith is obscenely good-natured; drifting about regarding everything/one as foreign objects just doesn't work in a world of friendly grins and unusually genuine "how are you?"s, much to my fake-dismay.
I bee'd you back, yay!
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Date: 2004-11-01 11:06 am (UTC)